Sunday, September 27, 2009

進期

很罕見的發高燒,打點滴打到凌晨.休息了將近一個禮拜.現在仍是咳嗽,昏睡.從最初的38度3到現在的36度9,感覺自己熱得不行.持續打針打了三天才37度1,對自身的體抗力免疫力很是質疑.還好了,現在.生病太痛苦了.哈哈.記得護士給我輸液的時候,我見那針,那透明的管子,一臉的驚訝於好奇.確實.長那麼大都很少打針.而且還打了好幾瓶.期間.護士不停的給我泡沖劑,給我葡萄糖水讓我飲用.噓寒問暖的.讓我很不好意思.因為我去的時候她臨近下班,為了我她硬是陪同我打到兩點多.我很感動.­

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朋友幫我買了很多書,堆成山.一直沒時間看.覺得很是過意不去.突然發覺自己現在看書.很少用腦子去想,用心去體會了.呵呵,不求甚解就算了.有時看書看到一半居然睡著了.很佩服自己! ­

  最近迷戀一部卡通片,喜羊羊與灰大狼,很搞笑,超喜歡灰大狼這角色.以至於有段時間與友人談話都涉及到它.突然想起幼時看的tom and jerry , 那是童年的幸福時光.還記得有次媽媽不讓看,我跑到鄰居家,因為搶控制器而把人家弄哭的場面.小時候太調皮了.前段時間我問那個因為控制器而被我弄哭的女孩:是否記得抑或還在意幼時的那件事?她居然這樣回答:是我不對,不應該跟你搶控制器的.很搞笑!一晃晃到了現在,時間過得真快,很想用眼睛去補抓,用心去體會生活中的點點滴滴,但每次都覺得身不由己,無能為力.太快了,無論開始還是結束.像流星.­

該死的垃圾郵件,一封接一封.有種想關閉郵件的沖動!­

總是同情并援助弱者,而弱者成為強者後,狂妄得把我也視為弱者.發覺自己是精力過剩.難聽點就是肉包子打狗.喂飽了它,它居然有力氣躥起來咬人了.­

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堅持不懈,持之以衡固然能感動人.但.終究也僅僅是感動人.華麗的聚會上裝得惺惺相惜慈眉善目一副高素質的模樣,鬼知道散場後,那輛快速行駛的寶馬車上坐著的是誰.而且還很霸道的濺了一身的泥水給你.­

和朋友開玩笑.說我是冰他是山.我一生只為尋找值得我為他融化的那個人.坎坷崎曲,險境環生.他只是墨守成規,止步不前的山.整日被風吹日晒不說,最嚴重的是.萬一有泥石流,山土滑坡什麼的.山不成山石不成石.於是覺得自己的處境似乎更危險.­

情緒不好時,除了媽媽和哥哥.我誰都不想見,也不想接誰的電話.除了boss.­

你欠我500他欠我一千.這個三千那個七千.再那個一萬.通通給我還了.我資金緊缺.下餐的下個地點就是你們家了.有点良心好不好?乞丐都比你们慷慨。­

放了一個禮拜的假,心裡異樣蠢蠢欲動.也不知道自己究竟想干嘛.要進行的事情太多,而我認為考慮還不是很周全或沒有合適的機會.開什麼玩笑!一念之差就是几百甚至以千來計算的損失.而且還不一定收得回來.但考慮來考慮去,居然拖延了半年.還有多少1年?所以有時候想打劫銀行的想法.­

Thursday, June 18, 2009

hi.你好,我是一个无名的小兵。
      虽然我好勤劳跟好强壮,但在茫茫众生中,我不是歌星,也不是影星,更不是幸运星。所以我不象F几跟周什么伦一样,满街都有自己的海报跟广告。我怎么想也想不明白,别人一张照片都可以赚钱,但我的照片贴上钱也没有人要。拿回家PS也好啊。也许,真的是人长得帅就什么都可以。
      我做人没什么要求,很小的时候就跟我的朋友讲:我大了,有一个好老婆跟一顿好饭吃,就足够了。但是,当时就有一个老伯打击我。说:要做到这样都很难很难。我当然不信拉。不过,我今年快22岁了。情人节第二天生日,是个好日子。前一天送礼物给别人,第二天就可以收回。但在这21年来,我从来没有送出过礼物。因为,还没有女孩喜欢过我。或许有,我不知道哦。
      我这人很简单的。自问都挺努力去做自己的事。自我觉得是个好男孩。都有尝试过去追女孩子,但没有一次成功。没办法,谁叫我不是F几或周什么伦呢。今年,又要过一个没有情人节的情人节。 我真的不想。但没办法,上帝一定要捉弄我。算了吧。
      有人说,上帝很公平,他拿走你一样东西,一定会给回另一样给你。(上帝:我有这样说过吗????)问问自己,上帝给了我什么呢?嗯。。时间。。绝对是时间。所以,我会好乖做好自己的事情。比如,站在这里,说那么多的话。
        如果,你问我开不开心?我回答你:我不开心!原因很简单,我没有女朋友,有时,我宁愿上帝拿走我一部分时间,去换回一个女朋友给我。         有的人,女朋友不止一个,而是两个。还大大声地跟人家说::这个女孩子我喜欢,但那个女孩子我也要,哈哈哈!!我不喜欢这种人(某人:嗯???你在说我吗????我:不不不,没有没有没有.......)。如果是我,我会安安静静等我喜欢的人出现。我更加不喜欢那些已经有了女朋友,当看到比自己女朋友还漂亮的女孩时,就甩了自己的女朋友去追别的女孩的男孩。起码,他真的是一点都不懂什么叫做"爱情"。可能是我:OUT 拉。不知道左拥右抱有多好。但我觉得,做人一定要有自己的原则。起码我尊重了别人和自己,起码,我问心无愧。
       我知道,天下间,不止一个我没有女朋友的男孩,我经常祝福天下间的有情人。但今天,于最浪漫的情人节。我只是祝福跟我一样没有女朋友的人。因为,没拍拖。谁会在怎么重要的情人节,还坐在电脑旁边听我说话呢?有拍拖的都跑去浪漫拉,所以,坐在电脑旁边的你,如果你没有女朋友,我祝福你,你一定会等到你心里面的公主的。情人节快乐,开心点拉。BYE.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

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nikon D80


一款外型很专业,性能很适合入门级和中级摄影爱好者选择。

我很喜欢摄影,但我没有它。

网络上很多关于它评测文的章。越看越心痒。

IBM ThinkPad SL400 27437HC
也是很不错的。NOTEBOOK COMPUTER.
我喜欢它的黑色沉稳。操作起来听说十分良好。当然,关于它的评测文章自然不能错过。很喜欢。
努力挣钱。现在也许我还很年轻。1988年,典型的80后。
关于这个Blog的域名,不是巧合。之前一直关注一个叫做 davien soh bo sheng 的同龄人。
也很喜欢trying to find a life的名称。
但有段时间用google 搜索的时候发现此Blog已经删除。欣喜,注册,完成。
我不是 davien soh bo sheng 的朋友,但我希望他是。因为之前没有e-mail 过他,对他也不是很了解。但从Blog 的文章来看,与他相处应该不是很难。我性格随和。
不知道来自新加波的 davien soh bo sheng 的朋友们,是否看得懂中文。我觉得打英文是件麻烦的事,因为我会五笔,一款能快捷输入中文的输入法程序。
谢谢!

Monday, December 29, 2008

Is This Love? Be Careful With Your Vanity

You probably haven't thought about this possibility, but the truth is that you may be wanted by many men or women, without being loved by them. If you are attractive, intelligent, you have a great personality, money, beauty, etc., you may be desired by many people that belong to the opposite sex, but this doesn't mean that they love you. This means that they want to posses you, without caring about the way you feel, your plans, ideals or preferences.
You will be able to verify if they really love you or not by examining their actions and their behavior.
Be very careful if you are very attractive, for one reason or another...
How can you verify if they are playing with you and they only want to fulfill their selfish desires, using you like a trophy that they exhibit to their environment, or using your intelligence and good disposition in order to make you work for them without being paid?
How can you be sure that you are not being used?
Pay attention to the way they behave with you.
If they make you suffer, without caring about the way you feel, but only about their desires, their plans and their ambitions, you'll be easily able to understand that they don't love you.
They simply want you, for other reasons. Otherwise, they would never make you suffer in order to oblige you to follow their plans. They are already using you if they are making you suffer for any reason.
Be careful if you are too wanted by too many, and never be vain, because your position is very delicate. Vanity is pure stupidity, because if you are beautiful or very intelligent, this doesn't mean that you are perfect as a human being or that your mental health is safe. On the contrary: you are the ideal victim for the wild anti-conscience, your primitive wild conscience that wants to destroy your human side through craziness and control your behavior, provoking schizophrenia, psychosis or neurosis.
Be very serious and carefully examine everyone that cares about you.
They only want your honey, like flies. They don't care about your desires, your personality, your feelings, nothing...

They want to imprison you in a cage and be your owners, because you are very nice.
You have to learn many things about the human psyche and human behavior if you want to be safe.
The scientific method of dream interpretation will not only show you everything you must learn, but will also transform you into a wise and self-confident person.
The dynamic method you have the privilege to have access to today is the result of a very long research that took 19 years to be completed, so that you could learn everything immediately, without doubts or any other delay.
I delayed as much as necessary, until I had all the answers, and this is why only now I present you my perfect method of dream translation, which will show you immediately and clearly how to exactly translate the meaning of your dreams, and this way receive the guidance of the wise unconscious mind that produces them.
All your dreams have a protective character, exactly because you inherited the absurd anti-conscience, your wild conscience, in the biggest part of your brain.
You have to learn how to control your behavior and never be controlled by the anti-conscience, or by the people that pretend they love you, while they only want to posses you, because you are nice.
The person who will really love you will care first of all about making you happy!
Pay attention to all the details and examine everything very carefully before being a victim of your own vanity. Never believe that someone loves you, only because they felt attracted by your characteristics, your intelligence or your social position